It’s not that I don’t love you,
But we always do what we always do.
And it bores me.
You adore me.
I ignore thee,
To be free.
You always say this is what you want.
Well I don’t agree, this is not for me.
I want to be alone, to lose control of everything,
To start again to lose a friend,
Re-invent the world I know.
I’m not pushing you.
Your brown eyes turn to blue.
Your wasted on me.

No, you don’t look that down, no.
You don’t go home when your crying.
You show the whole world, just to spite me.
Your so patronising.
I know your lying.
I see you smiling through clenched teeth and fists.
I wish we missed.
I’ve got no control, you’ve got my heart and soul.
Your looking for security, but all you see is me.
You’ll find someone new, my eyes are black and blue.
I loved you, you still do.